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VB09 / TOO SHY FOR THIS SH​*​T

by XY

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lepers Xy is a good person, helps people, reads the internet and loves little dogs.

Its music is also very good. You will never be disappointed with his sad songs. Favorite track: What's The Matter If It Matters.
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1.
I’m in love with teen love when love was more fluid I’m in love with teen love my gender’s in ruin For such a time I wished a kiss Her lips on fire were my dream And when I met him by the school I thought he was my girl and I felt cool I heard my heart and it was saying If you don’t love him you’re a fool I had to choose, time passing by, But still don’t know why love ain’t fluid For such a time I wished a kiss His lips on fire were my dream And when I met her by the school I thought she was my boy and I felt cool I heard my heart and it was saying If you don’t love him you’re a fool I had to choose, time passing by, But still don’t know why love ain’t fluid
2.
Sometimes I stop and I keep thinking what I’ve been through So many worlds I need words from Sir Attenborough There’s always something from nothing and it’s always a big bang We must consider ourselves some kind of universe This is what we are I gotta say Yes we are unique, a unique mix of the same elements What puts us in flames, what makes us breath, where’s the abyss at Why we feel cloudy, or sunny, foggy times, stormy days We must consider ourselves some kind of universe Everyone’s a planet earth So what’s that? It is an Ocean! Why I still stop those tears inside me? Dunno what could be Better drowning in myself or Surfing my emotional waves I’ll never feel safe Shinin’ lone like suns Needing someone like satellites Blowing up: supernovas Showing up rarely: comet lights As well as cosmos, we’re always broading our horizons We must consider ourselves some kind of universe This is what we are So what’s that? It is an earthquake! Why am I Digging so deep inside me? Dunno what could be Better keep falling further or Climbing my emotional heights I’ll never feel safe
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No one wants to be woken up before I go I’m so alone I’ve lost everything and everyone along my walk Who said life is nice? Mine is tight like a tie I cannot buy Like a rope So the only thing is to go down again But I will wait ‘till tomorrow maybe I’ll find someone who’ll give me a hand Or just a life just worse than mine I’ve moved to Mexico to find the sun That could warm my life But I’ve found a lot of tequila at a good price My damn, my escape In the nights I keep drinking but I wonder why Despite all my drink-pee my tears do not stop So I’ll wait for that rooster for another chance I know a gallo’ll sing again tomorrow and again my pillow’ll be the shroud of my tears But I think my world deserves at least one rainbow After the rain that i make with my cry cry cry cry cry cry cryin’ You know, I’m so happy that, that I could start to cry, ‘cause, have u ever hoped for a chance? Have you? I think my world deserves at least one rainbow After the rain that i make with my cryin’
4.
Anxiety or abuse, personality, eating, mood, antisocial, hypocondriac, how disorders define you Thorazine, Haldol, Seroquel, Prozac, Zoloft, Valium, Xanax, Effexor maybe sometimes you need ‘em more Checking, and every test that you do, you hope you got something new But it’s a long way to be aware Have you ever asked: who, what, where, when and then why Some things became part of your life And before you even try to fight Maybe it’s better you realize It’s always you Once that you have found out What’s that load you carry on You will surely feel more light From your spirit to your bones Once you have understood what’s the real matter with you You can put pieces in order So you’ll easily move on
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Yeah I know it’s great running through the hills When the Sun’s burning down Watching the horizon ends But there’s no hills here, Just walls and ruins, electric lights And the wolves are the men It’s not this dirty old town But the world all around So I will never feel safe among men Yes I am willing to help but I ain’t sure I will be All the world seems to think ‘bout themselves So i feel lonely as everyone else
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Closed Today 01:51
World is closed today But i got my own, that’s closed to others And so on and so on A number in billions made by a moltitude of ones World is closed today But i got my own, that’s closed to others And so on and on Those with a key are the kings and queens The world owes us at least a fall We’re all folk and that’s all folks
7.
An entire life lived in one week Floating high like butterflies So wonderful to be seen Few days and beauty fades away I still can see those beautiful wings as I stare at the ceiling Started flying freely We found out we ain’t butterflies But bombs dropped on ourselves This love: too weak to last one week But those days were heavy indeed You and me and the PTSD So now I feel I’m resting in peace To get through like veterans My phantom heart Friendly like fire, tightly like handcuffs What’s the plot? Where’s the platoon?
8.
We have shared our rings Now we share the same ring Dunno what happened That changed ok in ko Is it round one? Maybe it’s round two I’ve been through Kisses and kicks Punches, hugs No referree I hope no one‘ll be saved by the bells It’s not what we’re living for If on the floor I’ll rejoice nonetheless If it is you who wins On the ropes, groggy, punch-drunk, what a slugfest Bare knucle, showing you my glass jaw
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End Credits 02:47
E. gotta decide between the books, the sheets and the papers L. just knows she doesn’t want the only one who warms her M. is smoking weed still can not choose between head or belly Some are half made of math, half are mad: new Hide and Jekyll Back to this time now I know, I will want that Ruled by indecision But heading to create a new world Maybe I love one and all Surely some are dead to me But you all give me a show I’m glad to live ad see P. has disappeared but sometimes texts to check if we still link E. always waits for me but usually I end being a no-show S. is overwhelming, D. seems always mute mode on G. and A. are always up, a rock’n’roll chain gang of love From the top of this mountain I’ve built in my life I hope to have the sight of every shade the world is made I loved everyone in my way Living, dead, unborn And I am sure I will die with the regret I could live more

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released April 25, 2021

All songs have been written and recorded by XY in a living room near some railways.

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